it have been a week since my arrival. Malaysia was a lot of fun..no class..no 15min walks to the campus.. no need to cook (which is i really bad in!)... no more gado2 sama pak cik arab~~teehee...
but once in a while,when i gather my thought.i realize..deep in my heart..i do miss egypt and how miserable
there's lots of planning I made for this holiday..ever since study leave hadn't start yet! but ..know what??i haven't done even a single of them..guess i wouldn't...i'm always like this..good at planning but never at accomplishing ..hu3..what?u think i'm proud of it??hell no!
i want to change..but i never put my full effort on it..or maybe..its wasn't really what i'm aiming for..(it refer to the changes..:D..i'm not good in words...please excuse me..)...i always hope that i'm a better person from who i am..before..but it turns out the other way around..
for examples i hope i could wake up a little bit earlier..but it ends up waking up then immediately dashing towards the water closet to wash up n perform my subuh gajah!!what ashamed!
i hope to be a man (or should i write woman) that stop blaming others..but each day i keep telling myself :
'plankton..it wasn't your fault..it was because the alarm doesn't ring or the aircond is too comforting..if not..u would make it just on time!'
'plankton,because they do this & this...no need to blame yourself'..n bla bla bla..
btw..what am i wanna talk about actually?guess it slip my mind,ha3...never mind..it have been months didn't write a post..it really awkward to start it again..hmm...
1)my cousin's wed is quite superb..her husband is handsome (this is not my personal opinion but most of the guess said so) n i bet she spend a lot for that day..to rent the hall..haired the caterer and even her wed dress cost rm4000 (i don't think i would do the same for an only-1-day-dress)...but it was her money after all.. n she got the right to do what ever she want with them
2)this 1 is the sad one..hu3..i'm too excited to join my batch's reunion.unfortunately..i can't..T_T..there's nothing more i could say~~
3) kuala berang have changes a lot nowadays.. even my villagers pon da makin b'tambah skrg..more houses..more school built..plus the girls here also da mkin maju..makin ramai yg free hair (rmbut tech rebonding gituw~~) + pakai bju baby (for sure it wasn't rompers..ha3) + aktiviti dating besar - besaran~~he3...maybe coz slalu sgt nek escalator kat pasar kuala berang kot..(apa kaitannya??hihik)
4)i start to realize not all indon workers are bad..pekerja ladang klape sawit ayah aku agak jujur mungkin..n also...not all malay are good,some time they can be evil as much as how angel we think they are!never believe in people (like house said)
5)last nite missed house m.d. new season..can someone tell me when is the siaran ulangan??(obviously this is not an update)
guess i should stop now...da mula jdi mereng da neyh.,.post pon ntah pape da
p/s: this post a real junk..i admit..n there's lots of grammatical ( vocab too~ ) error in this post..i just too lazy to recheck it plus i don't know what i'm doing now..