::m.e.~~::

i'm not okay
even if i say so
i know that i'm not

i'm not normal
even if u see me so
i just pretend to be one

i'm complex
yeah u and me know that
i'm an unsolved rubic cubic

what i want?
what i aim for?
where's my path heading for
undefined..

arrggghhhhhhh..still x give up..
try..try..and try..
keep trying..
...fail
understanding myself seems to be..
impossible~~

idle..
yeah .. maybe idleness will lead me to the light

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and for this time being
don't wait for me
live ur normal life
the life before u getting to know me..